i dreamt of you nerd

we were all having holiday.
Dad,Mum,Jie jie, Rick, Hanson, Taj, Stella, Djafar and You...

You were wearing a two tone shirt... white tone to yellow/gold. Very Handsome, Still the nurdin i know.
You have a stern face and didn't recall any of us.

But we are in a fancy hotel...
We are all gathered in a big fancy hotel...

even if the dream wasn't perfect
i woke up, tears in my eyes
heart felt so nice to see you once again...

alot things had happen in the family since u left,
sometimes i do wonder if your still alive would it not happen to this way.
i wish i still can talk to you, ask u how to make my job now any better coz i know u can manage it so much better than me...
i wished you could teach me how to dress as classy as u
i wished you could teach me in so many other things in life and family

i wished you still here...
i wished we can actually have a family holiday with you around..
i miss you bro!

i Really do