hmmm come to think of it

i was once a boy who always wanted to the cool or popular one
yet i only hang out with people i feel comfortable with.
i was once a boy who wanted simple love
yet i only get dumped over and over.
i was once a boy who dream of staying in Singapore
yet i went back to Jakarta finish my studies.
i was once a boy who wanted so much things
yet i have restricted from all my needs.

to be the me
i really am now.

im not complaining
im actually feeling good of what i have become currently

i may not have tons of friends
but i do have friends who really care for me as a brother.
i may not stay in Singapore
but i am happy i didnt, coz if i did i may not be what i feel towards the world now.
i may not have my dreams now
but i have my family in exchange.
i may not have a simple love
but i do have you.

for all these facts i have in life

i know i will have a better future in life to compare whats my wish and dreams.
the love and support i have is well enough to go on with this difficult life.