have u ever felt u losing someone close to u ?
and u cant do nothing about it ??

i'm having a bad semester... with 3 headache subjects...
got barred two subjects.. appealing for one and the otehr one gonna let it be..

haiz.. studies getting harder and harder..
vonny is gonna find a course for pharmacy, so most prob she need to change a school.

although i am in indo for 1 year 3 months++ seems to people that i already adapted the life here .. yes i do but somethings nv changed since then i havent got a real buddy here... so when i got trouble i will just pop up my internet and chat with my friends in sg ..

i can say i have some problem now that no one can help me with ... i'm kinda LOST now... bad habbits of mine are popping out again... Drinking was just the solution of the things i cant settle.. althought i'nm just drinking beer but vonny said i been getting back to where i used to be again .. in time i will have to overcome my alcohol problems..

for me, now no one can console or change the situation for me... just let it be.. i just still miss the times i had in sg .. with frens and without frens.. its just different.. but i know i will overcome it sometimes later...

hope my frens dun worry abt me lah... i will be fine .. some of u all know i can do it ... so let it be... ^^