nothing last forever except for memories
(Part I)

i was thinking so much about the past
was chatting with a long lost fren which i met in indonesia, allan.
he was a classmate when i was in sec2 in broadrick.

had so much of memories back then.
he was the well respected indonesian in sg
while i was just a nerd in school.

now he is so much humble yet
still i had this certain of respect i had for him since last time.
as he seen me, he said i turn from nerd to "ah beng"
haha what was i expecting..

i still remember how me and melvin turn into good frens to buddy then god brothers
ONLY ONE NASI BRAYANI
haha.. due to a certain girl who ask him to came over to "beat me up"

sharing girls problems with Zhengnan and bernard
having long nights chat with them turns us to gd frens to best frens
we had our dream b4 of going out together on triple date.
catching movie and walking in shopping mall,
3 best frens with their girl of their dream.
hurting break ups made us stronger together.

crapping with Jonah and Zonggen
form a bond in the class
people stating us as RTD
the 3 lamers of diff character.
we were out to make people angry for our pleasure.
fun times gone so yes we arent so childish anymore in our separate lifes..

Joining the ah beng forces
can i say i was a wannabe ah beng ?
haha..
techno places chainting stupid peoms even i am not in a gang
those memories of laughing people who cant dance
and shaking our head at stupid ah beng fighting
these times i had Happy family of hanxiong and yi ting
they made me dance until i boose my confidence on the dance floor.
ravers - sam melvin kevin and me
maybe the last batch of ravers on the dancefloor in sg now
yet i am so rusted i cant dance like i used to be anymore.

Changing Sides techno to r&b
whole new friends and moves to break.
Pam,Jolene,Patrick,Willy,Tony,Joseph,Joshua,Kelvin...etc...
As all of them are so much older than me
they had tought me how to tackle the girls of sg in r&b clubs
so mature so fun
meet a great fren , hanwei
bartender due chinablack then moved to momo as GM
he was my fav waiter also fren in the late night district
i had nv had so much frens in a club b4
that changed my life to be more friendly and have more older and mature frens
with diff thinkings and advise.
due of age , they had moved on and lesser are clubbing now..

Games to Good frens ?
how much would had this experience?
how many good frens u would have tru playing gunbound ?
moon,joseph,hanxiong,yi ting,andy etc...
send me farewell and gave me back the memories i had during the game
and our session of gathering and supper session.

Changing Paths - Singapore to Jakarta
(will continue at Part II)

sad good memories once more...
i had miss all of them so much...
yet this is my life...

do you have as much as memories that your small brain can keep in?