the things we go through every year.
seem like the last time i left a place was 4 years back

but yet from that time all 5 subjects are still having changes.

my life has changed from happiness to sadness and back to square one searching for another emotion to lean on

my friends added a new addition of care and concern, his name is eric :)
eric had been my dream of being simple
melvin had been my directions of voice
mickey had been my joy which i didnt dare to explore
joseph had been my cruelty which i get smacked with
zn had been my partner of simple fun

yes they are enough to build my road up ahead

my love been foolish to love and love with no complain yet by time
when im single i found a person
i hurt-ed when I'm a teen.
to be accept and have another chance.
To be love and not being played by love
once again.
rowena let our rekindled love stay fiery fired strong.

my choice of becoming sober
sober and less active who i would say when i'm 9
i would not drink
i would no have a pill problem
i would not smoke
i will find my own way of fun.

time will tell all,
many that i knew i know some i will not meet again some return with stories of joy and some return with tales of sorrow

to those whom im writing here,
whatever story you have im always be here to
accept it
embrace it
support it
solve it
love it

because you all made me felt like im real in this world.

for my grandmother recover soon.

for my family to be well.

for strength.

for power.

for friends to be doing well.

for better day next day.

for the never ending love i had given.