When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.
hanzTranceD.Out.On.11:51 AM
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Once a upon a time...
Recalling the days i meet her....
she was coming 13 and i was coming 18. we meet online in #broadrick (mIRC) i still remembered her nick it was d[0]rtz i was amazed that she stayed the same condominium as i stayed before but didn't even notice each other.
at that time i told her to meet me up in real person. we meet at parkway pool junction accompany with our own best friends.
she was with nixia i was with zhengnan. for that time, she was incredibly shy as when i wanted to even see her face; she was hiding behind her friend.
when actually i got to see her face, it was the face i would never forget. her smile was so pure.
i was young,playful and wasn't responsible at that time i asked her to be my girlfriend nevertheless i kissed her at her block but through time we were too young to realize this is just something that wouldn't work out.
to think back, it was a dream come true because waterside is such a memorable place for me i spend half of my years in Singapore growing up there.
Years passed... we still meet up randomly for smoke and just chats up by time, i went back to Jakarta to continue my studies and she went to Australia for high school
we only chat via msn somehow deep down inside me i still get nervous when i want to meet up with her in Singapore. this is how it all started.
this is when the fading fire was rekindled once again after 6 years plus "this is the time to get to know her better" we both had grown so much and yes this time we gonna make it right.
we have a common enemy now that is distance even we cant spend time just to see each other like normal couples we did tried to be as we chat online mostly every day and night
as time passes, looking through all the photos we spent together far away or side by side
the distance was killing us but we stayed strong towards our own heart i knew it would be a very hard journey for both us but i still picked up my courage to ask her to be my girlfriend because i didnt want to miss this once in a life time chance.
i asked her on 28th December 2009 she say yes on 30th December 2009 i was so shock that it was a yes even though there are so many obstacle to be overcome to the near future...
She was the one, she was the one who brought my life back my smile back. She might not be perfect but in other people eyes, but i still remembered her 1st smile the pure innocent smile that i would recover it back for her....
god is always giving us challenges to overcome but between our love. Me and her gonna hold hands and overcome it together, coz i do promise this to her...
