It wasn’t the smile he used to see.
Painted in pink, sweet as candy,
From north to south,
There hardly was a frown.
The broken smile, easily burnt,
Like paper, to ash. Just like,
Never ending false hopes
Weaving through the mind

u told me to open up
i tried yet i dun get openness from others

u told me to make friends
i tried yet they open they mouth unnecessarily

u told me u believed my trust
i tried yet you betrayed our trust

u told me about yr problems
i understand yet you don't appreciate me

u told me i wasn't always giving the love i should give u
i tried yet i don't get something in return

i crawl back to hole where everything i did for u
wasn't enough for u
whatever happen to us

Something is wrong.
Really wrong

i shut myself back to the hole i used to be coz i realise maybe whatever i did wasnt the right way.
im back to the same hole that i used to call home.

nothing much change here yet i
feel home,
feel safe,
feel to be myself.

no more pain,
no more asking,
no more doing,
no more directions,
no more anything.

welcome home hanz!

In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there?
In my trials
And my tribulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart.

lets start to think more to ourselves

stop arguing on whose wrong whose right

everyone have their own sad story to say

so dun always think ur the worst

coz there people that worst than me and u

yet we dun know their sad story and

we just keep nagging about our sad life

why issit important to care what people write in their blog .

its just an out source for themselves.

this entry aint for anyone to read

so people who feel they did wrong

dun complain nor comment

its not worth ur time commenting to something u dun even understand

Cheers.

stay happy people!