happy chinese new year to all




Red red for chinese new year.. me and my bro

this year chinese new year as usual spend time with my family
in makassar for 3 days
just came back to jakarta..
school starts tomorrow =/

in makassar lost half of my angbao by gambling..
lol...
its doesnt matter as i only gamble with my family and relatives.

coming 6th Edmund paul and wallace coming to jkt ..
its good to see some familiar faces coming to indonesia
but not as good as when its all your bro frens..

hmmm.. when will my frens come over indo huh?!?!?!


My new year shirt.. hmm i still look to handsome hehe =p


Ari and me



Gamble Table

i'm not fine

so now i feel it..
she dun care...

so maybe i shouldnt care so much too..
maybe i am tired of going her way...

i'm not fine with my results...
i'm not fine with her..
i'm not fine with myself..

i'm not fine feeling not fine
somehow typing so much "fine"
reminds me of the 'fine' city sg
its makes me even not fine

the mosquito are biting me now
my skin not feeling fine

wish i wll feel more fine next day

School Results

due to the false alarm by the school,
today i recieved a letter from school.

its the term result...
i know i failed a subject coz even my head of department give me the face that i fail..

now she gonna get it ..
coz the results are

English - Credit
Programming - Pass
Web Design - Pass
Comp IT - Pass

so what did i fail ?!
now its my time to fark her upside down

i was so happy when i saw the result
actually i never fail anything

no matter what i wouldnt stop learning for more..
my power for study is still going strong
happy means = Celebration
happy means = i no need to stay back to complete one subject
happy means = to work harder for better marks

i am happy ^^

weeeeeeeee***

blogthings =D

You Should Drive a Saturn Sky

You're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona.Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down.

You Are a Bloody Mary

You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks. You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy. You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

Goodbye my lover. . .

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

1st day of school

i came school around 9pm but my class was 10pm
coz my parents send to school 1st as they was using the car
walk around school but cant see any familiar faces

called erna to came down early to accompany me
hehe and so she did
got an arguement with the head of department as i wanted to change subjects
and she didnt willing to give
she gave me a major attitude problem saying i couldnt cope with the subjects that i am gonna take... ARGH
so we signed an agreement if this semester i got all my subjects Credit
i would be able to take another leftout subject the next semester.

this would be hard but damn i dun wanna be left out again
time to study even harder.

class still kinda empty as tomorrow will be a holiday.
today i only saw Yutink,Erna and Andy.
Okky, leo and darwin didnt showed up

hope to see them soon

**buzzZzz**

2nd gathering

2nd day 2nd gathering
actually i'm very shagged out already but today gathering is gonna a big one

Andy & 11 friends.
Vonny & Lina & Daniel.
Okky & me.
Total : 17 people
going to club blist

the 1st club that i enjoyed in jkt.
the place is bigger than momo..
actually its twice bigger than momo
1st side : r&b
2nd side : Trance/Industrial Techno
Combined toilet like primary school hehe ;p

and i dunno why my head keeping jumping out this song :
james blunt - goodbye my lover
its a nice nice song that my bro downloaded
i keep on wanting to listen it again and again

hope i wouldnt be drunk tonight as we gonna open a table ?
open table = open bottle = drunk
haha
welcome to the style of indo
we open table,
we open bottle,
we get drunk,
we get food,
we get sober,
we drive home....

gotta stop here and prepare what to wear
hop

1st gathering

last night i went down to meet my best friends Okky and Andy
then met up with the sisters Vonny and Lina
and what they tell us to do ?
is to squeeze all 4 of us into a box to take photo. neocard something like that
in indo its not like sg the space is wonderfully small
(will update the neoprints asap, as my scanner is down for the moment.)

as usal we planned to go play pool and get some drinks..
but by the time we prepared, everyone was too shag out already ..
its my 1st time in indo to go back home around 1.30am

Okky,andy,vonny and me meet up with fanny and wiwine @ Mazze.
waiting list zZz... so crowded music kinda good last night
got 2 jars of beer for us guys only
hehe..

didnt get high at all then went for supper at a near local street stall
the place was full of mosquito, i was bitten all over my hand and fanny was biten all over her legs coz yeah we guys are all wearing jeans.. lol

and yeah we went homes...
simple night

PS: sweet dreams.... =1

Hanz Story Part I

i'm back in indo

its a wonder i didnt club during my last night stay in sg
i stayed home and went supper with SAR21 team B
Zhengnan & Valentino

they both send me to the airport then while i left them
i feel this will be a long time again till i gonna see them
i dun feel as sad as last time
but i still feel that bit of fucked up why cant my stay be longer

memories of club momo, drinking chalet, new year eve party
friends frens friends.... i gonna miss them once again

this are some pics i will remember

Liquid Buffet


050106 Joseph Jackpot @ Momo

301206 John Gone Coz of Momo

311205 New Year Eve Party @ Simei
Melvin, John, Kevin

060106 SAR21 Team B
farewell to myself

PS : i gonna miss everyone ... the story of hanz part I is over..

Bad Mistake

i did tons of shopping coz i thought i will be leaving on the 4th...
but i checked my ticket
its 3rd of jan 1145

i was like WTF
argh..
was scolded by my mum and dad
mood totally changed for 2 hrs
was very pissed of then alex keep calling me tell me so many crap .. nnb
so many calls come unessesarily

i bought
1.New mp3 player ( 1GB Scandisk)
2.Rechargerable batteries usable for Car/Home/USB
3.New green Jacket from Sam&Kev
4. Cassette Link for my mp3player to Car
5.New Mouse for my Laptop

now my laggauge is so full cannot squeeze anything already

hope later i go airport can get my ticket back to jkt
some of my frens hope i cant get coz i can stay longer
but i dun wish that coz i started school already
i wish to stay but the limit has came

bad bad mistake ARGH

PS: Moon, Thanks for the so BELATED birthday gift =P

last drinking day

31th dec 2005

John, Melvin, Kevin, Sam
15 cans of beer, 1 Martel, 1 Chivas
Location : Simei My house

1st down : Sam
2nd down : Melvin
3rd down : Kevin

Last 2 winners : John & Me

i was very uncomfortable as it had been drinking since Wednesday
4 days of drinking ?!
i need to stop killing my liver
finally the year is over
let the bad past, let the memories in mind

Happy new year guys !
Count down i going back to my studying life
i miss my schoolmates and klassmates

PS: Thanks for the good short holidays my frens that had spend time with me =D